Tuesday, November 14, 2006

today it's for now

I'm going somewhere, I know where I wanna go, but I'm expecting surprises and revolutions. All the hairs on the nape of my neck are standing on end, anticipating some potential bifurcation activity.

Actually I'm up against an edge and I'm facing a potential revolution right now. Am I going to meet the edge and work with it, or poke it in the eye with my Berol 2B drawing pencil?? I've arrived at a place where, if I want to be able to express myself artistically the way I envision, I need to do something different. And some of the different means putting in some serious figure-studying drawing time, and studying and drawing comics. Again and again and over and over and probably turning out a lot of shit and less focus on putting out one finished piece after another so quickly.

Extremely uncomfortable in here the last several days.

(do I really have the patience? the confidence in myself? the desire? to go futher/more/into/down/through?)

Who knows, I might just fall back into a rhythm where I stay with what I know and that will start being as exciting and fulfilling as it's been this past year. Or,


There is a small cake buffet next door if you care to click on over.


V said...

Do it, V!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Remember what we talked about......

V.K. said...

thanks V! eeeeee!! eeee....EEEEE!!!

Odilon said...

Minus the diss, we really do have the same angst. Good luck and keep us posted on your progress, okay?